Thank you

Thank you for being there all those times i needed you, thank you for staying by my side, thank you for making me laugh and smile everyday even when you're completely broken inside. I AM SORRY, i have failed to bring happiness to your life. I'm sorry for letting you down, i'm sorry for not being able to tell what's wrong, i'm sorry if i did anything to upset you, i'm sorry if i made you mad or frustrated, i'm sorry if i don't show how important you are to me, i'm just scared that if i open up completely... i'll be left behind with nothing when you're gone. I'm sorry i wasn't able to shield away any of your pain and i'm sorry that i just don't know how to do as much as you've done for me when you're hurting so much.

PLEASE DON'T FEEL LONELY, OR THINK YOU'RE USELESS OR EVEN PUT YOURSELF IN DANGERS WAY AGAIN TO RELEASE PAIN BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE. THERE IS ONLY ONE PIG IN MY LIFE, and i appreciate that so much. I appreciate you, i apprecaite your existence, i appreciate how strong you are, i respect you for who you are so don't ever feel the need of having to hide that, not around your friends at least.

I can promise you i won't break my promise, so please don't break yours either, ever. With this, i've decided to open up completely to you, something i should've done ages ago, so please don't leave me with nothing in the end... ilu my long lost sister <3 I hope you'll see this one day, maybe? in the future? because you seem to be ignoring me now, hate me. But i hope realise how important you are, not only to me but to all of your friends, so don't let us down (: