It's coming

Just going to keep myself blind and oblivious, because sometimes, that's easier than facing reality. Just going to keep smiling until that day comes, when i'm going to be able to say "i told you so... i thought you didn't break promises..." and it's not because i don't have any faith, it's because i can feel the day approaching every single day, it moves closer... and closer... and before i know it, it would've already happened. I'll live, i'll deal with it, nothing will be wrong, except the fact that you won't be there anymore, nor will you ever be again.