R.I.P Grandma

I'm sorry i wasn't able to see you before you passed away, i regret it so much. I was never able to thank you for everything you've done for me, like when you came to Australia to take care of me when i was younger and when you protected me from getting whacked by my mum < haha, when you bought me ice cream which i dropped five seconds later, even when you whacked my hands with chopsticks until they bled to discipline me and especially all those times you took care of us when we came to China and much more so THANK YOU.

It's frustrating to think i couldn't even do anything for you, like what kind of a granddaughter AM i, OMG T_T I COULDN'T EVEN GO TO THE FUNERAL... far out ._. I know one thing's for sure, if i saw you i wouldn't have been able to control my emotions. Your death was too cruel... you didn't deserve that much pain, but you kept fighting until the very end. I'm proud to have a grandmother like you and yet ashamed at myself, it's the first time i've had a close family member pass away, i didn't even know what to feel except for complete and utter disbelief. I hope you're happy wherever you are now and maybe one day i could become a granddaughter you'd be proud of, but for now, i wish you the best, I love you grandma (': <3

Through all the tough and the great times, you will be missed for them all, love your granddaughter,

Jing Xin Yi (: