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I'm sorry, do I know you?

FAR OUT. What right do you have to judge and jump to conclusions about eveyrone. Saying I go to the park to smoke or do drugs is like saying you go to karaoke to have sex. Yes, it's possible, but that's not the only reason people go there alright. You won't even listen to me or hear out my reasons and explanations, are you deaf? Do I not have any self decency? I thought you knew better than that. Then you go on and call my friend a slut. Excuse me? She was wearing the most decent clothing and even if you know her and go to her school. She's still my friend, I know her too. So what if she acts different around you? That doesn't make her any different of a person she is around me and that doesn't make me one of them either. You know what? Fk you and judgemental ass.

It's been a (long) while

Omg, what can I say? I saw you again after three years and wow o_o
Tbh, I was really scared at first. I had no idea what it'd be like to see you again.What if you changed? What if its really awkward? What if it turns out terribly? Was it a mistake? Because it's obvious by now things never go the way you plan.

So, I arrived at Central worried as hell while i made my way to Hungry Jacks. I waited, and waited... but I didn't see any sign of you. See what? I'm blind anyway. So then you told me you saw Oporto and Priceline and I was thinking: wtf ._. I can't think of an exit that has that. I ended up walking around central station twice looking for the exit and eventually told you to go to the main exit. Trololol. I spent ages standing (hiding) behind a pole because I didn't know what to expect. Then it turns out you got off at like an exit on the other side where the country trains were. Facepalm -_-. Then I was like screw it, so I made my way to Hungry Jacks to meet you. Yeah, and I was like blindly searching when I saw these arms waving at me and yeah, it was you O_O You grew taller. Scratch that, everyone around me grew taller. I feel like I'm shrinking T.T Anyway, you looked different but I could still recognise you. You don't look asian anymore even though you're eurasian ._. Thank god you bought a phone, srsly, or it would've turned out like last time.

Yeah so then we had this really awkward moment where I didn't know how to greet you and like it ended with both our arms flying everywhere, LMAO, hug was given and present was given. Done. We caught up on how we were and I called Maddy who was apparently blowdrying her hair and "leaving soon". "Leaving soon" meaning a lot later ._." We made our way to Market City where you bought Easyway, so I did too and somehow ended up back at Central station before we even knew it while talking and we decided to wait for Maddy who came right on cue (: Then we made our way to galaxy world where we played basketball, deal or no deal, ball dropping game, this dodgy driving game where i kept crashing and completely failed the course See how prepared I am for my license. Then we played ice hockey and I lost to you after we were tied at 6 - 6 , no fair D: Oh yeah, and at Easyway you had a laughing fit at the mention of me wearing glasses, and everytime after that when it got mentioned. I don't get why it's funny, care to share? T_T Yeah, I didn't use my glasses for the whole day, casually squinting at everything I couldn't see LOL.

After that we went to the foodcourt where you got your beloved fried rice and coke while I got my sushi. Then Maddy just sat there watching us eat because she had a late brunch. You chugged down everything, it's no wonder your stomach started hurting afterwards, I told you so~ You looked really sick though so I kept patting your back which was a bad idea because it would allow the food to come up quicker, oops ^^" We butt-planted ourselves at the park near Central after debating whether to go pool or not, except you kicked your shoes off and made yourself comfortable on the grass while trying to recover. We said our goodbyes and Maddy sprinted to her bus, it was good to know you were feeling better though by that time so you could stay. Then we went to Darling Harbour only to see a Lindt Cafe train and I really need to go there one day. Instead of jumping on the train like we said we would we ended up using Google maps to find our way to Max Brenner, three years since I've visited there and glad we're re-aquianted.

So yeah, then we ended up getting side-tracked on the way as you took me to Kinokuniya and we roamed around the store discussing animes and mangas.
You: This is great -points at Pokemon-
Me: I haven't watched much of it before :S
You: -Not taken aback-
Me: Wow, you're not ashamed?
You: Nah, as long as you've watched DrangonballZ, it's the best.
Me: -looks away- ...
You: Omg...

Then we finally got the Max Brenner after trying to follow Westfield directions. I ordered a chocolate lick and you ordered hot chocolate and then we sat down.
You: You can have the nice cushiony side
Me: -Already sat down on it- Peace :)
Haha, it was so funny when you tried demonstrating how to use the mug/cup thing and we started talking about who's changed and if either of us had changed, then it lead on to other stuff and I'm glad we both agree on being happy the way we are now.

We said our goodbyes and went our separate ways and it was sad to know I won't be able to see you until next holidays or later. It was still so awesome to see you though, even though I got my ass whooped by my parents because I got home late, oops. Don't regret it at all. I'm glad the day turned out great and even though I felt like something was missing, maybe I wasn't able to let go as much as I wanted to since it's been so long. I can't wait to catch up and see you again~

My work and I... just don't get along

In the process of doing Geo.
Me: Alright, multiple choice test, EASY!
-looks at it-
-answers the first question-
-looks at the next question-
.................................................................................. what is this shit ._.
-tries searching it up-
-gives up on multiple choice-

5 mins later...
-moves on to mapping-
-exmaines it-

OKAY, why do I need to draw a 3D version of the map, I already know what it looks like, i can visualise it in my head tyvm. Yes, I'm capable of doing that. Why does this look so complicated? Why are the lines all squished together? There's no space for my curves to fit it and yes, a hill needs it's curves (:

At times like these, I wished i actually paid attention in class so I know what to do

Lin time

The fun always starts before departure, then you regret not thinking of the idea sooner. Oh well, today was great fun especially towards the end where spastic dancing got involved (Y) It was nice to chill and catch up again since I hardly see you at school anymore (:

Not so clumsy now

Leaping like a ninja across my hallway because our apartments been flooded. Apparently a water pipe broke down so the waters slowly invading it's way under our doors and into the carpet, NO. Learnt my lesson the first time by stepping right into the wet patch with my socks and ended up jumping around without running into the narrow walls of the hall.

... and then I realise I could've just worn slippers -facepalm- 

08/04/2012

So today was originally planned as visiting M at Starcity and getting her to sneak us in because all the shops would be closed, but as reality has it, nothing ever turns out the way you expect it to LOL.

 I started off by charging across the road to the station because I was about to miss the train, and if that happened, A would've killed me. Then we happily rode the train to Townhall, LOLjks A and I ended up being on opposite sides of the middle carriage which meant one of us had to get off and move carriages, WORK THOSE LEGS A (Y) Then on the train we found out L forgot her wallet... PALMFACE. How do you forget your wallet LMAO. Then when S, A, L and I met up at townhall station she took out all these chocolate boxes, like a boss but at the same time it was like, you have so much crap in your bag and yet you forget your wallet, HAHA. Still, thank you so much for the chocolates! I've been eyeing them for ages contemplating whether I should eat them or not completely irrelevant.

 I then ended up shouting for L for the day but it was like so cheap ._." OH YEAH, which reminds me, all the stores were open even though they were said to be closed and loads of people were roaming around in the city... Easter Sunday, really? We headed off to Darling Harbour as we waited for M and made a huge circle before coming back out LOL, so much for that and I also bumped into my chink school friend who was casually sitting like a hippy on the groud before jumping on me haha. Then later on i bumped into another chink friend who was casually waiting for her coffee, today was weirdly coincedent.

 M finally decided to arrive like 45 mins later after making her way to the city. We decided to take CAPS in memory of this day and stutted our stuff to capitol. We ended up crowding around the counter getting change and the guy was like -_-" or maybe that's how he usually expressed himself, oops. We secured our places in the machines and as some of us were trying to get the machine to work, a whole lot of screaming occured. Afterwards we were left with the end result of our first picture being an epic fail. Where we were half way through getting into out positions.

 We went to pool after she joined us and the teams were L,A,MT VS S,MH,ME so it was divided up pretty evenly and everyone respectively pulled out their pull moves ;) casually planking on the pool table while trying to reach for a ball. Our team ended up winning because you know, our cooperation and skills are just that great (Y) Oh right, and before that we were standing like hobos outside Cityheroes because we didn't want to go in and get charged for eating time LMFAO, forever asians 8)

 Oh yeah, we also wandered around Paddy's markets but none of us ended up buying anything, it may not seem like it at first, but after a while all the shops and area end up looking the same and it's just like, wasn't i just here a while ago. I want to vs Lucy one and one again some time to see how much we've improved, too bad we didn't get a chance to today :/ Then we followed M around with her shopping duties and ended up going to heaps of stores, the clothes she bought at Supre was like woah, i was so mindblown. Then we never ended up eating sushi like we said we would, but ended up going to Meetfresh and ordered one giant ass Mango Supreme crushed ice and shared it. Being the usual me, I ended up dropping it everywhere, BUT NOTHING A COVER-UP CAN'T FIX.

 We saw M's family at the end and we said our goodbyes as well as S and MT later on the way to Darling Harbour. At Darling Harbour, we ended up coming up with the weirdest dares again and everyone who was passing by was like, wth are they doing. Then Jess the Commentator came back, because that's what happens when dares are recorded, OH YEAH. In the middle, this kid came along and gave us a heart attack, or maybe it was just me, because he walked along a thin path like 10 m above the freaking ground with no support, WHAT IF HE FELL, OMG. I'M CALM So yeah, our day ended when we said goodbye to L at the station and made our way back home, It got dark so quickly, like one minute it was bright and the next it was fully dark == Let's hope we have more great holiday plans to come.

L: YOU JUST HIT THE BALL, NUP
ME: I DIDN'T HIT IT, I JUST MOVED IT
L: THAT'S THE SAME THING
ME: NO IT ISN'T, I DIDN'T HIT IT WITH THE TIP
- 1 HR LATER-
I HIT THE OPPOSING TEAMS BALL IN -FACEPALM-

Shut up.

Time to find myself a pair of earplugs.

IT'S THE HOLIDAYS YET I CAN'T GET ANY MORE UNPRODUCTIVE.

Easter Egg Surprise

THANK YOU ANNIE! for the easter egg that surprisingly popped up during roll call. I was so surprised, especially since I barely knew anything about the "Egg your friend". Sorry I didn't have the chance to provide you with one in return. Funny how I was talking about how much I was craving chocolate eggs and bunnies since it was Easter in roll call, and surprise surprise Maisah handed me one: ._.... WAIT WHAT? < my reaction. The chocolate was delicious WOULDN'T IT BE NICE IF THE WORLS WAS CADBURY? even though I had it stuffed into my mouth completely by Lucy, who pushed it like 5 times, OMG. Then she was slowly enjoying her one while I chewed away furiously, yeah that was too much info. You know what would've been nice, since i'm a bird, i should've been provided with a beak to peck her (Y) Let's hope we have great Easter to come (:

I can see it

I can see those eyes filled with sadness, pain and grief, too clearly. Your body language suggested it all. I watched as you stared at us, did I go too far? Why are we falling apart, why aren't we sitting together, why are we so separted and distanced from one another. That's not the way it's supposed to be, because you've hurt yourself before and i'm scared you'll do it again. Maybe your strong enough that something as little as that won't affect you, but why did I see so much agony radiating off of you. I wish I was confident enough to take actions instead of words, but I can barely even provide simple words. What can I say... words can't express how i feel or how much i care, so i'm left compeltely speechless. I can only watch and show my concern as best I can. There's only so much I can do for you, how I wish that wasn't true.