2. Your Crush

Currently... i don't like anyone. I really want to concentrate on my studies BUT THAT HASN'T EXACTLY WORKED OUT. still failing at school Right now, i want to do better at school, improve my grades and subjects and prepare myself. Crushes, i mean, come on, we've been there, we've done that and we've always hoped for the best. BUT GUESS WHAT. That never ended up happening did it... I don't know if it's because i always ended up falling for the wrong people, but you always build up expectations, you always hold onto that bit of hope that maybe, just maybe they would return your feelings, but no. You just get the simple "i prefer it if we stay friends" Yep, that's cool too. Perfectly fine, i'm not affected at all... yeah no. It hurt like a bitch, but i couldn't help it, i couldn't help smiling when i saw you, i couldn't help looking at you when i had the chance and the worst part was, i did on a weekly basis. I felt so happy around you and it was sad that we drifted from even being friends because i didn't see you anymore. The good thing is that, it has made me grateful for what you provided me. So thank you, but no thank you, i wish you well (: