I can see it

I can see those eyes filled with sadness, pain and grief, too clearly. Your body language suggested it all. I watched as you stared at us, did I go too far? Why are we falling apart, why aren't we sitting together, why are we so separted and distanced from one another. That's not the way it's supposed to be, because you've hurt yourself before and i'm scared you'll do it again. Maybe your strong enough that something as little as that won't affect you, but why did I see so much agony radiating off of you. I wish I was confident enough to take actions instead of words, but I can barely even provide simple words. What can I say... words can't express how i feel or how much i care, so i'm left compeltely speechless. I can only watch and show my concern as best I can. There's only so much I can do for you, how I wish that wasn't true.